Tuesday, February 27, 2007

More Than Just OK

Listening to: 'Dare You to Move' by Switchfoot [The Beautiful Letdown]

Thanks to Switchfoot for the title. I think it's time to move on from the emo sound of Dashboard Confessional and take up a more inspirational soundtrack. DC may express exactly how I feel...but it doesn't make me want to change. And I think it's about time I did. I'm not sure why...maybe it's because I'm sick of being miserable, or maybe it's 'cos people are losing sleep trying to put some sense into me and I feel bad. I'm hoping that in this case the ends justify the means.

So what do I need to change, exactly? Well for starters, I need to shed my paranoia - no one hates me. Even as I type this, my head is telling me "but you know they do"...must stop listening to myself. I claim that others are too quick to judge me...by assuming that they hate me from a few isolated incidents, am I not doing the same?

There are many more flaws that need to be rectified, but I've had less than 4 hours of sleep, and it's time to go to work. Maybe I'll just work on the paranoia for now.


  1. Ola chica, who be these people who hate you? Gimme their names and I'll punch them for you..

    On a more serious note, I don't know what circumstances lead to this post, but if you wanna talk, I'm always here. Take care

  2. I wouldn't be that worried bout people hating on me...my take on it is you can't please everyone in life...ruffling feathers is kinda unavoidable...especially if you speak ur mind and stand up for yourself.

  3. i can't imagine ppl acutally 'hating' u. i really can't. to be hated you have to do hateful things. and you don't. i don't even know if u're capable of intentionally being hateful!!
    realistically, some ppl may dislike you. but no one's loved by everyone. there are always ALWAYS ppl who dislike someone else. so don't just think it's only you. cos it's not.
    it's most likely that every single person is not liked by atleast someone else.. well, maybe excluding mother teresa and such :P
    and if ppl don't like you so what?
    there are ppl who love you, thnk about that and don't waste time on ppl who aren't worth even a thought!


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